Wednesday, June 17, 2015

Yes...or...No?


Don't get me wrong my dearest follower and friend....I am, was and will be for as long as I live a bookworm myself. Books offer one of the best ways for you to get a wild imagination, or develop one, get to know different worlds and heroes and escape into them whenever you wish as well as be whoever you want to be! There is always this standard set of characters and you get to choose which side you are one, who is your most favorite hero or character and so on. An other way, at least for me, have been also the big screen and the movies in general. Even if they have been books before that. Nevertheless, that is a great feeling and that's that...BUT....

"The world is not in your books and maps. It's out there." ~ Gandalf, The Hobbit. 

I guess this single sentence should say a lot by itself and you, as a clever person you are, should understand its wonderful meaning. However, let me ellaborate....


In the Hobbit (both the book and the excellent movie directed by Peter Jackson with a great cast for the main and not only roles), Bilbo Baggins of Bag End is a young respectable hobbit, with an excellent reputation and a peaceful life. Indeed, he comes from a long line of two hobbit families, both being, however, different. As a young hobbit, he acted more like a Took, being curious of the world, but now acting more like a true Baggins. He lives in the Shire, the small village of hobbits, creatures which are furthered explained in the books. Just like every other hobbit, he prefers the good meals of his day, his pipe and garden as well as his books and maps. He never actually had an adventure and neither did he consider running off in the wild to chase random monsters and treasures. On the contrary...he despises them. As he states himself: "We are plain quiet folk and have no use for adventures. Nasty disturbing uncomfortable things! Make you late for dinner!". And to begin with, he is quite right at that! However, with the decision of a wise wizard known as Gandalf the Grey, he does end up taking part in one. A great adventure which changed him and by the moment he returned to his comfortable home for his books, maps and garden, he was not the same hobbit anymore in many ways and for many of his friends and neighbors. 

It is not a bad thing...Going on an adventure. Just like Bilbo. The world is indeed not only what we read or hear about in the news and the radio. Most of the time, especially in the latter, you will listen about the bad events and at some point, these will get you down and in a bad mood so you will go on, mumbling and making plans for your own good. Those are not that bad but...take some time off and get to know the world. Going on an adventure doesn't have to be a long unexpected journey like Bilbo's.. It can be a simple trip to a friend, a road trip, a ride with your bicycle towards a destination which is out of the usual one. It can be a day to the local fan park with good friends, the movies or the one month summer break of yours spent in a small, cheap hotel in an island without you caring about too many things, but seeing that you enjoy yourself in every single way and you get that break needed. Adventures can be many and they are different from one person to the other. Kids wish to play a game of Cowboys and Indians or explore the park in their neighborhood and that is an adventure for them. For you, at the age you are or the age I am, a simple walk or a few hours off to enjoy an icecream can be an adventure. Sometimes, you might even have to force yourself out of the door and make those few hours of free time, enjoyable. That is actually a must because it's also good for your own social life and health! So get a life! Go out! Have fun! Meet up with friends or make friends! Speak to people and communicate! See the world the way you want and not the way others want you to see it or live!! 

As we grow older and especially in our times and world, we become people with a load of responsibilities. Work, families....those two things turn up to be the most important for all of us because families are great to have (unless you prefer otherwise), and work offers a good or at least decent income to raise a family and support it. Right? I get it. In the end, we realize that we have less time to read, less time to put on a movie, less time to meet up with friends and that is because we are tired. Even though I am still young enough to have plenty of energy inside me, I can see this tiredness in my mother and father. I can tell that they wish they could get away and enjoy their summer without worrying about a thousand things for the day they return or what they are going to find when they arrive at our countryhouse. Believe it or not, summer time is not always that peaceful like others describe...Unless you get into a hotel and everything is payed and you got a roof over your head for the night as well as a swimming pool or a beach with a beach chair and an umbrella, cocktails served to you and delicious lunch for a month...Let's be realistic, no matter how dreamy this sounds.

The world will never be what you read in the books. Middle Earth, Hogwarts, Camp Half Blood, Narnia will never ever exist in real. I am sorry to inform you and disappoint you. They will be there, in your own imagination and in the pages to welcome you back and make you feel at home. That is the truth. So grad that book if you wish after a hard day of work or school, read every single word over and over again but remember.... Taking some time off, closing this book, putting it away and leaving from the door is not that bad. The "roads go ever ever on, over rock and under tree, by caves where never sun has shone, by streams that never find the sea"...and that is the beauty of our world ladies and gentlement! So...Enjoy! 
 


Wednesday, May 20, 2015


The Perks of Growing Up. 

There is not even a single person out there who does not agree on growing up being a tough business. And truth be told, there is no easy way to do that! Believe me loves! No matter how good your upbringing was, no matter how many friends you had by your side, how big your family was.... There are always problems here and there, scattered and for you to face. 
Everybody, when they are young and anive, have this idea of what or who they want to be. In many cases, if not in all, those ideas change. At the beginning, we picture ourselves in a certain way, leading a specific life with our own family, a partner, the dream job...unless you come reach only the years of your studying, in that case you wish to be a bit more down to earth. 
The years do pass and at some point, you have reached and met specific goals, whether those are your current studies in THE university of your dreams, or you being surrounded by a good family with a good job, good income and independent. However, after all your imagining, you have finally hit that time of your life where you discover how far you are from what you predicted. Somehow, your dreams from that past are gone, they faded away or simply changed to different ones and so on. You discover that you have a reality that ends up surprising you. And yet, you still wonder about the future which is around the corner, wondering, trying to guess. 
Growing up in tough, yes. You have lost that innocence of yours, you have been through different events and moments that simply changed the person you are and developed you into someone completely different as in thinking and facing problems. 
However, there is always the opposite side of things. You will be proud of your achievements, no matter how small or big they are. You will be proud and amazed at how much knowledge you have gained. Fortunately, all that will, hopefully, assist you later on in your life somehow, someway, somewhere. Those are the perks of growing up. Not only do you enter the club of "Adults"...you become something. In addition, you are free to make your own choices and live your life, become and independent person at any point and set off in adventures you never knew you would have! There is no right and wrong on what you do, there is what you want and what you don't want. So follow your heart, live and enjoy life ine very way possible (only positive stuff). Make sure you are happy though and that you never let somebody else to force you into something, into entering a specific course or a uni just because that profession related to those courses you will attend is going to make you a businessman or woman. You might as well want to follow the path of a zoo owner. And there is nothing wrong with that!!! 

Thursday, May 14, 2015


Dear Spring..

Finally your next month has begun for us here in the country I have ended up into. May...with plenty of warmth and the sun to make our days better.
My exams are over, finally, and I believe I did good but for that we have to wait I guess. Not that I think of such things as much. On the contrary, now I have time to enjoy your beauty with or without friends, go out and have all those long walks in the park, maybe have a picnick or two and in a few words, stay out as much as possible! It is important for me and it fascinates me to see all those people out there, doing exactly what every logical person should. Then there are others who are still trapped in their homes, working for long hours and being adults. For Adulthood means a job, responsibilities, bills to pay...a family. However, don't you think those people deserve some time off? Some time for themselves and you?
With plenty of free time in my schedule, especially during the evenings, I have this urge to write. But I cannot see to it. I am lazy, I feel lazy and tired from the year of studying, writting, learning, working on assignments...But I want to write, something, fantasy preferrably. Can I?

Your fan.

Wednesday, April 29, 2015


Dear spring,

I forgot your beauty after a year of bad weather, a year of coldness and rain which would never stop. However, I forgot that you bring the usual flu along too.
I am not going to lie... This week has been a hard one and it's not only because of the every day studying, the assignments passing and the future rushing on to meet me in just a few months, something I realize right now. It has been hard for I am sick. Yes...well...it's not the best experience.
While you shine out there with a few clouds to ornament the sky and a rather good atmosphere, I am stuck inside for almost a week now. A bit of fever at the beginning, clogged nose and later on the usual sore throat that makes me lose my beauty sleep and my focus from everything that I am supposed to be doing. It has gotten a bit worse and each day that passes, I open my eyes in the morning, hoping that I will not cough, that I will not have to use a thousand tissues and drink the pills....Guess what...It's not even working.
Forutnately enough, I can read something enjoyable and maybe put on a movie or two to watch at night before bedtime. I am wondering though....Is there any other surprise tto find me soon? I am not even referring to the exams.. Those are no surprise, good or bad for that matter.

Sincerely
Your fan.

Thursday, April 16, 2015

Dear Spring...

     
         Dear Spring, 


I should begin with the usual "Welcome Back" routine and "How wonderful to have you" quotations. Truth be told, you are more than welcome to stay and it is wonderful to have you indeed, but Spring...you are rather late for us.
You finally arrived with all that beauty that follows you. It hasn't been too long since the day that sun started shining as much, the heat became even more and just a light breeze has remained in the air to remind us the previous season which was a mixture of autumn and winter. 
I admit it...This is beautiful, even for those who live in Germany such as myself. We consider ourselves lucky for having such a weather and do our best on spending even more time outside in parks, gardens, the streets even and downtown by the Rhine along with you. Neverthless, it is not as easy as some would think. I wake up everyday and for a few hours, I am in that list of the lucky ones, spending time with friends, laughing and enjoying your own company and that warmth...until I find myself back, trapped in my room. I am studying!!! I am burried under books, papers, notebooks and homework for the next day while you torture me! 
In my humble opinion, that is the most unfair thing to do to somebody, torture them that is. But hey...one can only hope, brace themselves, face their problems and move on, right? I am, currently, in the state of hoping and trying... Some more weeks...only a few...
Nonetheless, I should thank you for arriving, for bringing new life to this world and making people smile even more often. Don't get me wrong...I love winter itself but I have my own limits against the cold and the every day rain that becomes dull after a while. Therefore....I thank you Springtime for everything and please, do stay and last a bit longer so I, myself, can enjoy you at last! 

Sincerely, 
Your fan. 

Thursday, April 9, 2015

What makes me Happy!


* Chocolate!                                                                   * Blogging
          * Books                                                           * Thunderstorms
  * Summertime                                                             * Sweet popcorn
      *Tea or Coffee [depending on the moooood        * Hugs. Lots of hugs.
* The sea                                                                               * Twilight hours
              * Travelling                                                       * Fireplaces
   * Flights                                 * Late night disney movie marathons!
           * Long train journeys                                 *People in love
   * Music                                                             * Minecraft lol
                  * Dancing                                              * Pirates! Arrrrr
       * Friends and Family                                   * Archery
 * Roleplaying!                                                         * Sparrows!
          * Scented candles [especially vanilla and cinammon]     * Lego! Yay
*London                                                                     * Writing
       * London Studios                                           * Comics
   * Coooookies                                     * Somebody playing with my hair!
  * Dogs                                                             * Being kissed
               * Teddy bears                                                  * Parks
     * Harry Potter stuff <3                                * And fun parks!
 * Slytherin most of all!                                  * Going to the movies!!!
              * Sleeping! duh!
 * Christmas, Christmas time is here
* The love of my life!
     * Elves! Lord of the rings! The Hobbit! 'Nugh said!
               * Drawing
   * Night hours!
       * Swimming! YES!
                               * Purple and blue colors
              * Ice cream! Chocolate one for that matter! :D
  * Sherlock series and many more.
          * Traditional, hand writen letters.

Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Talking.... Shall we?


I miss talking to people. I am not referring to those everyday conversations which take place everywhere in the world. No... I am referring to really talking to somebody. Those long conversations you can have with somebody during a walk or in the living room or in the kitchen or during a cup of coffee or warm tea, just the way you like it, or even when it's really late at night and the rest of the world is fast asleep.

During those you get to know the other person along all those random things regarding them. You see a side of people that most are not able to face or realize and for that you consider yourself lucky. You realize how rare such moments in life are and how much you miss them.

I wonder what has happened to those conversations and where everybody has gone. I believe in our days, people have found other means of communicating than the old ways of doing so. No more letters are being exchanged, no more meeting for a short moment on the street to say a hello or a goodbye and move on or even spare some time to exchange a few more words. People have become strangers and they pass by others without even noticing the little things, those smiles others can offer and which can make up your own day to begin with.

Those were the rare moments of life and the times worth of our free time, no matter how limited that was. Truth be told, everybody in this world needs one of those long conversations. They do not need to have a reason to begin or a specific result. On the contrary, sometimes, it is possible to sit next to somebody, a friend or a stranger, and walk away later knowing that this was the best talk ever!